I was talking to one of my really close friends today.
she asked me why i still liked him.
i don't know why.
and the most depressing thing is,
whenever i try to make conversation, it's a one word answer.
i'm really trying,
even if it's just to be friends,
because then even though i'll still be there,
you can get on with it.
but i still want to be there.
i still want to be your friend , at least.
please, forgive me.