90th

I'm really really glad that you're happy.

Because I never want you to be sad, or lonely or whatever.

But in all honesty, I'm really not the happiest I've been.

I'm quite sad really.

I haven't seen you in what feels like forever.

and whenever we try to catch up,

there always seems to be an interference.

I'm not saying that it's your fault for that, im just saying i wish that i could see you.

i love you more than you think i do.

I'm off in about 3 and a half weeks.

I don't know if that's a good thing or bad thing.

help?

I really wish that was us right now :(