it's difficult.
people always say they want one, they want one.
but when they get one, do they really want it, or do they just like saying they have it?
soon no one will give you attention, and you'll just keep going on about it, until finally you realise no one cares about it anymore, and you get rid of it.
that's not what I want, or what I will do.

It's a little bit like a picture.
You love it,
you show people,
they love it and you talk about it
you show more people,
then more people,
but they've already seen it.
you want to keep talking about it,
they dont.
after a while, it disappears.

But that won't ever happen.
not with me at least. (L)